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will you be my hole in the trunk?
will you peek through when i'm blabbing in Japanese?
will you take me to christmas dinner?
will you receive letters from Japan?
will you play mahjong with me?
will you comfort me when i'm desperate?
will you pick one card to determine my departure?
will we write fables together?
will we meet in Angkor?
will you ?
rainbow?

sampai

saya sampai tidak berani berdoa
cuma bisa mengharapkan kamu bahagia

reciting from a wonder

"Overjoyed"
by the one and only Stevie Wonder
such a wonder!

Over time, I've building my castle of love
Just for two, though you never knew you were my reason
I've gone much too far for you now to say
That I've got to throw my castle away
due to recent condition
Over dreams,
I have picked out a perfect come true
Though you never knew it was of you I've been dreaming
The sandman has come from too far away
For you to say come back some other day
do i have to wait years and years more to have a third chance with you?
And though you don't believe that they do
They do come true
For did my dreams
Come true when I looked at you
And maybe too,
if you would believeYou too might be
Overjoyed,
over loved,
over me

Over hearts,
I have painfully turned every stone
Just to find,
I had found what I've searched to discover
I've come much too far for me now to find
The love that I've sought can never be mine
And though you don't believe that they do
They do come true
For did my dreams
Come true when I looked at you
And maybe too, if you would believe
You too might be
Overjoyed, over loved, over me
And though the odds say improbable
What do they know
For in romance
All true love needs is a chance
And maybe with a chance you will find
(yeah..like i ever got any chance with you)
You too like I
Overjoyed, over loved, over you, over me...

++the night after i wrote this,i went to "WonderBar" (often misplaced the "r" and "a" in behind). WEIRD!++

kelas festival

Gara-gara nggak sempet pergi ke Jiffest,maka saya memutuskan untuk membawa film-film kelas festival ke rumah! ( kalo kelas VVIP gimana ya?) Terima kasih para penjual dvd bajakan, terutama untuk Ko' Acung dengan saran-sarannya yg telak.
Jadi dalam seminggu saya melalap (secara kronologis nih),"Napoleon Dynamite","In the Mood for Love", "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind","Like Water for Chocolate",Chunking Express". Yang terakhir sempat kepotong mati lampu setengah jam...O ya, ada 2 yang gak sekelas festival : "How to Lose Guy in 10 Days" dan "Sound of Colors" (gara2 buku cerita anak-anak yang ituuuu)
jd pengen nulis review...

Napoleon Dynamite
waw! revenge from the NERDs continued!This is one of the most satiric yet comical movie I ever saw.It reminds me how nerd I always been. watch out for the LIGER!

In the Mood for Love
one of Wong Kar Wai's masterpiece.I can go nuts over the colours he has chosen for that movie ! The costume is fantastic! I can see the elegant cutting...the exuberant colors..Maggie Cheung's character reminds me of my mom though.
the eternal question in their relationship....."perhaps........perhaps...perrrrrrrrrhaps!"
I thought Nat King Cole's "In the mood for Love" was the right song for the soundtrack..
"I'm in the mood for love simply because you're near me
Funny
but when you're near me..
I'm in the mood for love"
still..perhaps..perhaps..perhaps fell right in to the place.

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Well, I was dreading to see this flick because someone told me this movie is soooo me (??) This is the super duper romantic flick
I complitely understand them somehow...
Well this can apply to my recent heart condition, I wish I could go to getty images, save an image to erase his image in my mind. Since he is just a rainbow, sunray should easily erase his image from my pathetic mind.

"Like Water for Chocolate"
i think this is one of the best mexican movie i ever saw.It's very impulsive and emotional.Sensuous and delicious...

"Chunking Express"
YEAH ! i know how u feel Faye ! utterly ultimately absolutely can relate to Faye's character. It's a bit obsesssive...yet it's just another way to love other.
The colours...the movements..this movie is definitely one of my all time favourite!
To enjoy Takeshi Kaneshiro's georgeous feature was a delight as well..
but Tony Leung just stole my heart beat away..with that puppy eyes and smile that make me sigh all through the end of the movie.

Chronologically Carpenters

When i saw you again this
"when there's no gettin' over that rainbow
When my smallest of dreams won't come true
I can take all the madness the world has to give
But i won't last a day without you",
tune keeps ringing in my mind.
Suddenly my memory jumped back into the time that cannot be erased from my simple mind.
yeah right...like you ever want to be my rainbow.
i've tried
and tried to reach you but the interstellar policeman didn't seems so keen about that.
maybe it's just me who
"with pockets full
Of good intentions
But none of them will comfort me
Tonight
I'm wide awake at four a.m.
Without a friend in sight
Hanging on a hope but i'm alright".
my body has wide awake but my mind keep wandering since then
Then all of this resolve in
"All the years of useless search
Have finally reached an end
Loneliness and empty days will be my only friend
From this day love is forgotten
I'll go on as best i can

What lies in the future is a mystery to us all
No one can predict the wheel of fortune as it falls
There may come a time when i will see that i've been wrong
But for now this is my song"

someday,
i don't know when
"And i can't make demands
I'll learn how to bend
It's going to take some time this time
No matter what i've planned
But like the young trees in the wintertime
I'll learn how to bend"
just like Carole King wrote.

la la vanilla!!

eh,
masa tadi ada anak SDN Duri Kepa 16
namanya Vanilla?
jadi inget td pagi belom pake parfum..

vanilla smelling leideeeeh

SLAP ME!

for i have been foolishly thinking about someone
for i have been sleep walking 25 hours a day since reality kicked my head
HARD
for my heart keep telling me not to let this second chance slip away
for this delirium clouded my soul
i keep telling myself
this is just a delirium
you're just a delirium
just a delirium
a delirium
only

SOMEBODY SLAP ME!
i need my brain to think properly.
yet my heart wonders for hopeless haze.

amazing ezra

such an eager smile
came from a fragile kid.
Hey,
your spirit has lifted me!

ipul!

Tadi siang gue ngajar di sebuah SD negeri, tiap hari dilewatin padahal baru tadi bisa masuk situ.
perhatian gue terarah pada sesosok anak yang nggak bisa duduk diem,belingsatan banget.
Sempet tabok-tabokan sama temen sebangkunya (padahal temennya itu cewek)
Buyung satu ini namanya IPUL, tertera gamblang di topinya, ditulis dengan tip-ex.
Topinya dipasang terbalik dan miring. Senyumnya itu lho!
badung dan usil, tapi kreatif !
nggak tau kenapa, anak ini keliatan begitu mencolok di antara kerumunan putih merah.
Seneng banget,soalnya dia iseng, tapi kalo ditegur bisa mengerti.
Wah!
TOP deh!