SLAP ME!

for i have been foolishly thinking about someone
for i have been sleep walking 25 hours a day since reality kicked my head
HARD
for my heart keep telling me not to let this second chance slip away
for this delirium clouded my soul
i keep telling myself
this is just a delirium
you're just a delirium
just a delirium
a delirium
only

SOMEBODY SLAP ME!
i need my brain to think properly.
yet my heart wonders for hopeless haze.