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Wednesday, November 30, 2005

harus terus diingat jika..

Terima kasih!
Sudah memimpikanmu semalam,
sehingga aku ingat.
Bahwa besok masih ada langit biru.
Mari kita bersiul bersama.
Kamu di sana bersama cintamu.
Aku di sini, mengingat langit biru yan g menunggu.

(Aozora- Shiina Ringo in repeat mode)

Friday, November 25, 2005

porquinha got a knee prob

ok...i've been dislocating my knee since...like junior high?
So,i'm quite familiar with Sinshe,tukang pijet and those kinds of profession.
HOWEVER...I've never ever want to see a doctor. I dunno,just thinking about a doctor....especially a specialist.
Dunno,my smart-ass-miss-know-it-all attitude has been helping me to hinder from a specialist's examination room.
My first visit to Sports medicine doctor was on January this year,when Instrutor Rafael from grupo Banthus tackled me and I (stupidly) still tried to land on my foot.
There was my first ankle ligament tear...and i still remember what the doc said :
"You better play soccer than capoeira, Brazilians also good at it".
OMG! yeaaaa rite???! And all i had to do was waiting for my ligament to grew back (wish Panoramix could give me a magic potion for it to grew back FASTER).

That was January...
On August,I've tried to train with local grupo,who got very different style of kicking and stuff.
My knee (perhaps it was too tired after dragging 40 kilos of luggage and my bodacious body) got dislocated. I wasn't too worry (hey,it happened like sooo many times before SWGTL).
Then it was swollen for 2 weeks and PAINFUL..so i went to an acupunturist.
She gave me acupunctures and some horrid tasting chinese medicines.
Porquinha used umberella for walking for....a month,because she was too bold and cheapskate to buy a walking stick. The umberella gave up to support my weight after Michael Buble's concert.
So i was...YAY! me can moonwalk again baby!
Tried to ginga and quiexada and armada for a while..the knee felt a bit painful..
I thought it was just the recovery thingy, so I did some swimming.
Wednesday morning..i woke with a start...my knee just got cramp and SO DARN painful..
Oh God..what have I..what have i..what have i done to deserve this? (Pet Shop Boys)
My initial reaction was,trying to sleep again.

Then went to NUS to return books after some silly hours with Askar (yea,i wasn't that entertaining as usual because of that nagging pain). My doc friend (who suspected that my knee was suffering a ligament tear-->huh...not again..on the same leg...) suggest i should go to an emergency.
No I won't,that sounds waaaay tooo serious (i thought).
Today,Dr Aria (thank you bro'!) made me an appointment with some specialist in NUH. I went there with my dear second cousin,who put her children in Orchard and American club,to give me moral support. And mostly directions within NUH..
Dear God! there's a FREE-gratis bus ride to NUH from Buona Vista mrt! soowww cool!

10 mins before the appointment,we've already seated before the doc's door...
I was expecting an aged-looking-thick-spectacled-professor waiting inside.

hooo....
instead,there was a smiley-GANTENG-tall with hair sticking on its ends guy...
"ok,tell me about yourself",this guy said with smile soo wide.

.....then i was blushing when he touched my legs...
If i knew all along..that there's such doc...hum pa pa...
He told me to go to x-ray,so he can be sure what makes my knee nags.
Those huge negatives hang on his light box...my eyes caught something weird..
Doc Ganteng told me,"Your knee cap seems ok,it has returned to it's place,but you see this?". He pointed at a small thing near my knee cap..which i'm sure wasn't mentioned in biology class. "Seems like your knee has brushed against your "a-part-of-my-leg-which-i can't remember-since-i-was-thinking-about-why-he-cuts-his-hair-like-Tongki" and produced a chip of bone that has been floating around inside your knee".

HA??? a piece of BONE?
.....we're not talking about Jeff Smith's famous comic....
Been swimming (sounds more convincing than floating) in my knee?
So,ladies...go to NUH and check this doc out.

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Antony Gormley..swarms of terracotas

http://www.antonygormley.com/
One of the prominent British Sculptor is having his exhibition at my school (until December 6).
Actually,this is more like a "project" to him,because he ordered these terracota sculpture from China,so each and every sculture was made by ONE person (he also shows the pictures of people who made them).
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They're quite small,about 15 cm tall,but all of them have the same loose figure looks.
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the result?
a carpet of terracotas...
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Standing in front of them makes me feel like a performer or queen of the world...
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crowds of terracottas with hollow eyes..
Visitors can give their opinion...
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And here's mine..
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Thursday, November 10, 2005

28


And so this is the song for this year's bird day...

CRYING IN THE RAIN
by Carole King and Howard Greenfield

I'll never let you see
The way my broken heart is hurting me
I've got my pride and I know how to hide
all my sorrow and pain
I'll do my crying in the rain

If I wait for cloudy skies
You won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes
You'll never know that I still love you so though
the heartaches remain
I'll do my crying in the rain

Raindrops fallin' from heaven
Could never wash away my misery
But since we're not together
I look for stormy weather
To hide these tears I hope you'll never see

Crying, crying in the rain

Some day when my cryin's done
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool, but til then darling
You'll never see me complain
I'll do my crying in the rain

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Now I Understand the lyric,when I was little,this didn't make sense AT ALL!
I mean like, there's way too much water here...
and I used to prefer to wipe my tears with dry towel.
But,today I've learned my lesson.

YES,he won't see the tears in my eyes in the rain.
My eyes were melting, for missing that silly monyong.

Mind you,I AM grateful for everything that have happened to me...
No regret...
none at all.
Being 28 is just like any other birhday,I rejoiced it with my best friends
(thanks to Michelle,Suryo,Deta,Askar and Nelly for coming to Brewerkz and sing a heartily b'day song for me!
and for Hazel,Aria and Femmy at bakerzin,o yea,and Yoko for Kenny Rogers! YUM!)
I guess my life is like a fine wine,it gets better with perfect blend and has to sit inside a barrel for ....quite some time.
Well,since my dough is not enough (yet) to buy wine,we just toast with beer.

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Happy Lebaran Ye All!


please forgive all tresspasses...



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