Who am I kidding?

Just me?

Or the whole wide world who’s going to laugh their sorry arses Off?
Knowing he has such a picture perfect profile.
For I just a midget who curl in the corner of this abysmal box.

I kid myself
For over and over again fall for ones that can’t love me back

I kid myself
For pouring all of these unconditional care for man that doesn’t even realize my existence

I kid myself
For these tubby hand won’t ever make him happy,
Though how weary it shall be.

I kid myself
For knowing he won’t lift a pinkie to colour my day.

I kid myself
For realizing this

I kid myself
For continuing to believe that this unbeatable ability to fond

Yet

I cannot boast anything

Can’t
Just can’t